“Tell me again if its illusion”
Monday, May 21st, 2007We talked again last night.What he doesn’t seem to realize is that if he isn’t loyal to someone,if there isn’t someone his guts will simply not allow him to manipulate,then his life is going to be a succession of discovered deceits.His treacheries are so reasonable that he thinks any understanding friend would forgive him…But he will not be forgiven.Time and again he will be abandoned.
Loyalty is not reasonable.It is the easiest sentiment of all to argue against.If we have a friend we sometimes act against our own best interests.
Time came when i appeared quite self-destructive because i have this friend and there is something i must do for him.
There are worse things than losing money,losing position,even than losing life;and if we have a friend we can sense that.But what words could i use that would reach inside him and trigger such a feeling?I couldn’t explain why anyone would want to be that way,when he knows that he has the alternative of acting rationally and living an orderly life.
Feelings of friendship are almost always mutual.In most instances we’re not entirely certain how the other person feels,especially since so many people come on strongly for other reasons;to tease,to manipulate,to become sought after but…it can be fix and possible to be enlightened and know it.In the end after a long conversation I realized friends eventually forgive and come back together because people need people more than they need pride.
